I would sit in the car when it's dark outside. The best on the freeway, as soon as possible. hear this loud music and just look into anything. Best Philipp Poisel.
My pain make me crazy. I sit in class and it starts, I'm on the bus and I get sick. I do not feel my pulse!
morning exercise and I still was not the doctor, because of the hand. Super, because you have to make notes and has so ne shit. I get really out anything.
I stand totally under pressure because I'm good at anything. I come home, I learn, I eat, I cry, I'm tired, and sleep on the laptop .... I can not. Before that I was eating there and I passed, it was better. Now I sit on my bed every night and had engaged in a conflict if I should go to the bathroom or not. If it's too late to try to distract myself, always comes in between again the idea that I could hurt me yet. I'm tired by 20 clock, but stay awake, get a headache. I'm crying totally annoyed and aggressive and start. Every day. Come with me there is no clear, at any level. Will the eating disorder again .. want to feel empty again .
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