Can You Book A Flight Without Paying For It?

When the shit with the "not-more-puke" is over, I need to urgently remove

I've become so fat. I've become so ugly. This is beyond all imagination.

I wash my hair every morning, not because it does not matter whether that look good or less good .. to eh save anything more. And why should I make up myself? The way I look, even brings nothing more. And why wear a skinny jeans, but when I'm jogging pants. Why wear high heels when the shoes are broken too. Why laugh when me anyway no more congenial.

The food is like poison in my body. If I do not admit it ruined everything in me. I look in the mirror and see only my fucking body that I would like to destroy. If I do make-up on it I find myself even uglier. There is nothing that helps, so I can run around as I want. Whatever. & My Character I do not come clear. I hate everything I like.