I did not feel full and I've passed 2 times today. I'm an idiot. Grade I was still a Binge Eating, but I will not pass me .. I try to at least. Mir gehts rather lackluster today have already taken 3 pain pills. I know, I complain and whine only around, but I can not just be optimistic. How long has this still continue? Yesterday I had the sport. I have a 5, I suppose. I would have to disengage, to at least inwardly. Then missed the train and waited for over an hour in the cold. Today the same.
We really need the summer. I do need a change and freedom. I want to live alone. I will have no food at home and at best no money to buy me something, so not everything can happen. I want a fresh start. I want to get away from here .. & When I think of the 2 1 / 2 years, I fear that I will not do it.
This is the end you know. The plans we had went all wrong. We is not nothing but fight and shout and tears. We can not cry the pain away. We can not find a need to stay, I slowly realized there's nothing on our side. Out of my head, Out of my bed, Out of the dreams we had, they're bad. Tell them it's me who made you sad. Tell them the fairytale gone bad.
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